What weight loss journey?
This week my lawyer and I have tried to resolve the claim related to my car accident. I was kind of hoping we could settle it this week and get it over and done with. Unfortunately we weren’t able to resolve it even though the others have claimed full liability. Their final offer was an insult. It would not even cover all the costs of treatments/lost wages/etc that I have already had in the past year, let alone my future damages. It pissed me off big time, it made me feel crap, it made me furious, it made me feel like I wanted to bang my head against the wall, It made me want to strangle some people, it made me feel…. Well, I guess you get the picture. But instead of showing any emotion, I kept my head up high and told them we’d see them in court.
So what does that has to do with my weight loss journey? A lot… I almost want to say “What weight loss journey?” Right now I’m eating and eating and eating. It’s like I can’t stuff enough food in my mouth and it makes me feel soooooooooooooooo crap! Food can not fill that big empty hole I feel inside, so it really makes me wonder why I am doing that. Good thing is that whenever I feel this way that I don’t stuff myself with junk food. No, instead I stuff myself with healthy things like fruit, raw veggies, etc. But even though it’s more healthy, it doesn’t change the fact that I’m stuffing myself with food while I should do something about what’s really bothering me.
For the last couple of days I haven’t exercises either. Another thing that makes me mad at myself. It’s time to pick myself up again and get on with it. Do not hesitate to give me a kick up the butt if you feel like it.
No kicking of butts - but lots of good thoughts coming your way in the hopes that your present ordeal with your accident claim, wont get in the way of your every day life. Your exercising could be helpful in keeping you from having the blues.
Be strong and think positive thoughts - even though you feel negative about these people. Have a great weekend.
Thank you for your comment. You are right, I should not let my emotions get in the way of my every day life and my goals. And I know that going back to exercising again will help me get rid of my frustrations.
My mom had an equally hard time when it came to her claim after an accident. They went back and forth for almost 5 years, it was ridiculous. I hope yours gets resolved soon.
And don’t beat yourself up too much, we all fall off the wagon sometimes. Just pick yourself back up and get on track. You can do i t
Don’t feel bad about yourself. Sometimes frustrations really comes our way no matter how we think positively and that makes life balance sometimes. With your exercising, don’t push too hard, take it step by step like just taking a walk around your place and and if you feel that you want to plod through then jog or whatever you want. But if you want to stop then feel free and don’t forget to smile.